Friday night thoughts...

Friday night thoughts on a rather rough week.
-Companies that have call centers in the United States that speak fluent English and good phone reception.....Appreciated.
-My car breaking down and being unable to drive it for 3 days and costing lots of money.....Not Appreciated.
-Getting my car back and having it run better than it has in almost 3 years....Awesome.
-Missing my morning runs...Bummed.
-Realizing that I have been searching for something so hard and been unable to find it then recognizing all I am expected to do is rest and be found.....epiphinal. (is that a word...hmm. doesn't matter.
-Acknowledging that being organized and discipline (having my act together) totally sucks- then understanding that if I weren't it would lead to a messy juvenile lifestyle.
-Realizing my life is not as together as I thought....stupid.

I realize I can't predict the future or totally plan for a disaster, but I think I can best prepare my self for a "just in case" scenario. And as much as I feel anal-retentive or a bit OCD....who knows the prevention of devastation that may have occurred.

So if anyone knows how to balance "smelling the flowers" with responsibility...I am all ears.